Day vs Night

I like daylight. It makes me feel secure and warmth. 

Imagine: Sitting on a bench by the lake, with mild sun-light shine on my face and just enjoying and feeling it on me face. Hmm...

It is wide in the open, I can see everything around me. It is straight forward and there is nothing hidden. Parfaitment!

Whereas the dark.., it just gives me shivers. It is like a big dark secret and you may never know what is hidden behind you.. . Scary... 

 

I do not feel safe anymore. It is rather disappointed that I feel unsafe even in my own territory.

 

I feel insecure, I feel someone is watching, I feel that someone is hiding somewhere, I feel that I need to be cautious about everything and everyone around me. I can no longer trust anyone. I remembered I told P before that I am not terrify of the spiritual thingy, but I am rather concern with human. They are the evil one.. . (the bad one...)

It is quite terrifying to know that there are people out there who are evil enough to do evil things to anyone.. .