She has always looked down on all of us. I respect her regardless. Somehow that phrase that she told me many years ago is still scarred me till today.
She found out that he wrote me a letter. Instead of confronting him, she came to me and said,
"I do not know what are you thinking, honestly. I mean why mess with him? Do you know they are rich and they are all going overseas to attend university and graduate with good career? What are you? What are you going to do?"
I could not help it but my tears just kept pouring out. I felt like being stabbed, over and over again. I could still feel the pain till these days. I wonder if she still remember about what she said and the impact that she has made in my life. I do not hate her though, without her being that way, I would not be who I am today. It is just sad to learnt that someone whom you thought love you wholeheartedly would say anything like that to hurt you. maybe her intention was good but it hurts.. .
If she asked me again, "What are you?"
My answer is ...."I am who I am".
"Never get over you" by Atomic Kitten
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