As I have mentioned previously that I was in my comfort zone at my previous work. I was afraid of changes but I made it at last. I have changed my work place, it was hard. It is still hard and I am still adapting. It is hard to explain the feeling, it is almost like starting all over again to gain trust, develop identity, and make justification, etc. I believe I will get there one day.
I am definitely VERY comfortable with my current lifestyle and I am VERY afraid of changes. When I was younger, I was basically out there and not afraid of anything. I was willing to put up with moving every year just to enjoy life and have variety experience through "country-hopping" - Just to experience the world. Now, I am scared, anxious and worried. Once again, I figured it might have to do with me getting old. O_0
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Kiki tagged me on one of an old photo that we took together, 14 years ago at Geneva. OMG! I would strangle her if she was infront of me now. Grrr....those were the good old days. :) Tine commented that she is happy and gad that all of her friends and family looked so happy in their FB. Yikes! Of course! I mean who would show their sad and ugly photos?!
O_o Come to think of it, I should take some photos when I am sad and see what could I come up with when I am really depressed. Hmm...new mission for next post. :)
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I miss my papa already!!! I rang him three times today just to see if he was okay. :) "muah" And my mama is feeling lonely with his absence too. "Kasihan" my mama. :(
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True enough. Everyone is afraid of changes. When I was going to Perth, I was quite sad because I was so comfortable at home. I don't need to worry about anything at home as parents would take care of everything. However, when I was about to leave Perth for good, again, I felt sad because I would be leaving a good place and split with my friends. Anyway, this is life. When there's no changes, we'll say life is bored. :)
Aw! You're such a good daughter to check on your baba! Don't worry, your mama still has you to accompany her. If not, is the pumpkin still available for her to have a chat? kekekekeke!:D
Ah kok, her pumpkin died. :(
I thought my comment didn't get through and when I refresh, I saw your comment! Wah! haha!
Don't worry. She still has a cute "pumpkin" with her mah. :)
lol....
You are good at making me laugh! :)
Haha! Like this can make you laugh? Ok, ok, I'll make you laugh another time. Ang gu gu pumpkin, ang gu gu! hahaha!:D
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