Saturday, February 21, 2009

Saturday blues???

I am supposedly be resting the day and enjoying some outing with friends. Here I am staying at home and sipping my left over red wine. (Believe it or not! It is only 3pm!!)

2009 has not been a very good year for most of us. There were already lots of natural disasters happened, not to mentioned all of the other "man-made" disasters. the worst thing is we still have another 10-month to go if this is going to persist throughout the whole year!

I bumped into Mr G yesterday. It was my third times in one week. Strange...I actually miss him. I miss all of the staff back in RLB. I was trying hard to think of the bad things that happened to me and what made me leave. All I could think of was all of the gathering and all of the good times we were together. :( 

Mr G asked if I want to go back. He asked if I was ok? if I was affected by the redundancy happening lately. A few of my friends are now jobless and busy looking for jobs. 

I am tempted to go back, but I know my papa will never permit and the will also blamed me for leaving and so on. Things are not always as easy as it seems. 

I really feel like catching up with them, but the time is not right. If I were to ask them out now They would think I was asking for favour, in case I ... . (choi!)

"Wake up! Don't be a softie!" is what I should remind myself of.... . 

2 comments:

Soul Hart said...

You'll be ok. Don't think too much ya. *wink*

Anonymous said...

A lot of things, more towards the bad, had happened in these first two months of 2009. But we still have to be more optimistic for the remaining ten months.