Complicated

I got a bit side track lately~~ Only a tiny bit. (yeah right! ~ P echoed) I am reluctant to admit that I get ..what is the right word...DISTRACTED. I am really not!

Things are getting more and more complicated lately. He is making things complicated for me. It is too complicated to comprehend his intention. It was nice and curious at first but now I am getting tired. Especially after the humiliation that I have been through today! Well, maybe I have exaggerated a little bit. 

Hmm...anyway, I am sleepy and tired. I should remind myself to get back to where I come from and do not get .... ok ok distracted! I ought to do something for no one else BUT MYSELF!

It is now 8.15pm at 15 degree and it is raining heavily outside. VERY COLD! It is time for bed, I have to be in the office at 7am. Sigh~~