I am "deteriorating"

I have been going out more often lately. I have picked up drinking again. I am not talking about wine but I have picked up drinking liquor again! I have stopped for three years and I could not believe I am back to it! AND I am "deteriorating" from consuming it. I went out with Judy last week from 6pm till midnight, I could not recall how many round of vodka we had that night. I ended up spending 200+ that night and I only paid half of our drinks! Can you imagine? WOW!I should probably stop drinking those harmful stuff.... I am seeing "deteriorate" sign on me. Not funny~~ I am spending my weekdays trying regain my "youth". Haaaa.... 

I have been working REALLY hard lately. Many late nights and working weekends. I guess I deserve to relax a bit.. . :)

Good thing is that I have not been getting dead drunk or anything though. Just feeling "high". Haaa...

In addition, I guess I have found two of my drinking buddies and that is how I picked it up again. One is married and one is single~ Strangely they are not as spontaneous as me. Hmm... what I mean is that it is hard to get them out. The best way of getting hold of them is Friday night after work. We have been working late throughout the week and they could kind of use that as an excuse to stay back a little and catch up.

What do we talk about? Work, sex, clothes and gossips about  others. Haa... I miss all of that. Oh an of course we talk about my latest "affair" with this "idiot"! Hmm..not worth mentioning at all. 

This remind me of Sex and the City (SAC). I guess SAC attracts many women is because it is so hard to find girlfriends that you could have fun together and not bitch about each other. (Maybe bitching also form part of the female bonding element, who knows?) My point is it is getting harder to get girls gather together and do something fun as you get older. Many of them tend to just get on with their lives and neglect friendships. Sad really~~

I miss all of my girlfriends that I have been with all these years~~ 

We all need friends in our lives...... . I am glad I still have some in my life. :)

BLESS YOU ALL~