How do I feel? To be frank, I feel "nothing". I do not hate it, I do not love it either. It was like I have been working there for ages. The only thing that I am feeling right now is that I do not have anyone that I can trust. No one is on my side, I am totally on my own.... I do not know how to explain it. It is not comfortable. I have stepped out of my comfort zone!
What would happen if I did not like it? What would happen if I did not make it? What if I have made the wrong choice? What if...?
Seriously, if you asked me if I have made the right choice, I am not sure.. . Time will tell..
Anyway, I have time frame till end of the year. If things REALLY does not work out, I will move on. Maybe this time, away from here.
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I am feeling blue...
This song probably best describe how I am feeling at this very moment.
2 comments:
Hi K, nice of you to drop by my blog. I lost you at my immigration...then found your few postings back, at my Sarawak friend's birthday greetings.
I like your blog and your header title, "My affair".
Hey, why you feeling so melancoly or down or feeling the blues?
Cheer up....our life today is not a dress rehearsal, and best to look at the forest, not the tree.
You enquired, how long I took re that posting? Ha ha.
Every posting takes me about a day, or a night to construct, select the appropriate photos or pictures, then the songs to match....every posting different songs.
Incase you feel bored, take a peek at my archives, have quite a few romance interludes, as well drama too, all based on actual experiences.
The longest posting I have done was "A faded letter from the past", about a beautiful matured woman's love for a younger man...me. D/D 1/4/08. This is 19 episodes long, took thee weeks to conclude at 2 episodes every few days. It took me a month to copy and decode from my diaries.
Then there's "You are not my son", d/d 12/27/07
"My tears never dry for you, D/d 12/2/07
"A betrayal of virtues", D/d 12/12/07.
And some funny incidents, "Among my many memories", D/d 12/20/07
Look forward to your dropping by again, K. Meanwhile you stay easy...fancy a chat, pop by my current post...you'll get a reply, assure you. Best regards, Lee.
ps, how you found me? Yellow pages? Ha ha.
Thank you, Lee. :)
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