Requited love...

I bumped into him today (yes...again!) and he saw me the moment I walked in but he pretended he did not see me. I, too pretended I did not see him and walked past. 

I was annoyed by this, I was prepared to say hi but him acting like a child is killing me. I felt like a fool believing in him all this while and get this? Sesh...

I was cursing inside calling him prick, schmuck, jerk and all those names I could think of. 

I then decided to sms him about the incident. I told him it was disappointing to see his action and I was prepared to say hi and all that but if he prefers to end this way...

His replied was ridiculous! He replied that it is funny how I have always assume the worse of him..and he saw us but only when we walked past and it was too late. 

I did not bother to reply because they are all excuses... . Lies to make me feel guilty. We saw each other the moment we walked in. I did not assume things, I believe what I see. 

I felt betrayed by him. He has betrayed my trust as a friend and as someone I like. I have not really open up myself to trust anyone for a LONG time and he has just shut me back to my old self. 

After all of these incidents and what had happened to my dearest friend. I concluded that I could never trust, rely or depend on anyone but myself.

Call e naive but it is sad to learn that there are actually "demons" around us... .