Symptoms

Symptoms for falling for someone you know is no good for you...

"Every time he does something that tells you he is no good, you ignore it."

"Every time he comes through and surprises you, he wins you over and lose that argument with yourself that he is not for you."

"...and why do we all fall for them over and over again? It is because we were hoping that we were wrong.."

"They make us feel as small as insignificant as humanly possible, and how it can actually ache in places that you did not know you had inside you, and it does not matter how many new haircuts you get or gyms you join or how many glasses of Chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends, you still go to bed every night going over every detail, and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell, for that brief moment, you could think that you were that happy?"

"Sometimes you can even convince yourself that he will see the light and show up at your door.... After all that, however long all that may be, you will go somewhere new and you will meet people who make you feel worthwhile again, and little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade...."

All of the above was from the movie, "The Holiday". Kate Winslet in the movie described how she fell for the wrong guy....and this is exactly how I am feeling right now.

I should not be in touch....it is time to make a move away from this place.....